More time.

The past week has been alright, nothing spectacular.
Each day I get a little more depressed. My psychiatrist took me off of the Lexapro now, but I have to wait until September to get the TMS. He told me to come in today at 4, so I'll be seeing him later.

Chris and I are playing Magic: The Gathering together now. I'm a big fat nerd, but that's okay because it's fun.

Went to a 4th of July block party at Kelly's mom's house. I had a good time, there were lots of fireworks. A couple of cops rolled up on us, but no one got in trouble, which is good.

I hope I get the papers I wrote back on Thursday. It will be 3 of them, now. He said last time he was waiting on the first one to "Do comparisons," whatever that means.

I need to wake up, I'm still in a daze. I'm going to work on a painting today and do some reading in our hammock. Yay, hammock.

It's been so hot these past few days, it's already 85 out and it's only 10:30 AM. Our air conditioner got fixed at least. It got fixed yesterday, so we had it for the second half of yesterday. We had to suffer a few days without it. Upstairs was brutal.

I've been feeling sort of unwanted and not needed lately, and I'm not quite sure why. Maybe it's just because I've been generally depressed, but it's really starting to get to me. I hope every day that it passes, every day.