No difference.

Just a quick update.

As I've increased my medication, I've noticed no difference. Tomorrow is the last day for it to make a change, if not I have to call my doctor and let him know.

Doing TMS doesn't scare me really, as it's not quite as terrible as ECT. It is something used for depression, not schizophrenia, and I could do without the depression so maybe I'll go for it. The only problem is is that my insurance probably doesn't cover it and it's probably very expensive. On the TMS website they have a program where you can work with your insurance to get it covered, or at least partially. So I'll try to work with that if my insurance objects. We'll see.

I wrote two papers for class and got them done, I hope I get my other paper back today. I'm working more today, making some more extra cash. Leaving around 1, so in a couple hours. I have time to work on my painting if I so choose, because there's really nothing on TV right now. Though I don't feel very motivated. Maybe I can get myself going.

I keep wondering who is looking at me on PatientsLikeMe. I have 3755 views in one year, which means roughly 10 hits a day. I only have 8 followers on there, and some days it spikes up to about 50 views a day. WHO IS LOOKING AT ME? Haha. Some people who are way more active on the forums than me only have about a third of the views I have, so I'm curious about it. I know PLM partners with researchers, so maybe because I'm one of the few that mentioned "Schizophrenia" as my primary concern I get a lot of interest. Who knows.

Anyway, I'll write another update tomorrow once I talk to my doctor. Until then.