Concerns.

I'm starting to feel what I've been warned about.

I'm getting used to my dose of Adderall, and I'm feeling depressed.

Or maybe it's the weather, the coming of fall?  I do have Seasonal Affective Disorder, after all. (I'm a poet and I didn't even know it!)

Also, I only have one Geodon for tonight.  I called my doctor's office to call in the prescription for me on Friday, but no one answered.  I called 3 times throughout the day, I left a message once.  I have two left now, so I'm going to take one tonight and one tomorrow night.  I wanted two (my usual dosage) for Friday night, because Saturday was going to be a long day.  I wanted two for last night, because I had a wedding to go to today.  So I have to spread these last two through these next two days until hopefully Tuesday they can call it in.  Stupid Labor Day, seriously.  I'm not looking forward to some bad sleep.  I'm going to take a Saphris right before bed with my one Geodon, and see if we have anything else that makes you sleepy.  If I can't sleep, or can't stay asleep, and it's been at least 4 hours, I'll take another Saphris.  I'll just have to adjust this stuff around for tomorrow.

Sigh.  Wish me luck, everyone.  I'm going to need it.

EDIT: You know what, I'm going to edit this.
I'm downright scared to go without my usual dosage of Geodon.  Terrified.  I really really don't want nightmares, I really really don't.  Stressed.