I'm back.

I think I'm back at least.

Its been a while since I posted, but not much has happened. I plan to start updating again.

I did a lot of work on a group project for my College Success Skills class. I still have a bunch of time but I might as well get it done early.

I'm nervous. Frightened. Worried.
I haven't had my period in 3 months. Got a blood test, I'm not pregnant.

I had voices yesterday. Well, a little more pronounced than usual. I'm scared that what happened last year is going to happen again. I don't want another schizophrenic relapse. I really really don't.

At least I have an appointment with my psychiatrist on Monday. I just hope I can hold up until then. I'm trying not to panic.